The point I'm making here is that while I am satisfied living in this beautiful country for the time being, the one thing I hate asides from the hatred is the weather. Winter is almost unbearable to me. There's nothing more depressing than being on the bus back home at about 4 o'clock in complete dark, it's horrible. Every single year I find myself constantly, pathetically spending a serious amount of time on this website: http://www.timeanddate.com/worldclock/aboutastronomy.html
The website calculates exactly what time it gets dark at for every single day of the year and when lighter nights begin to come the excitement seeing it get brighter each week on this website is way higher than it should be.
My point is I'm going to a big cup quarter final for our local team tonight and it's going to be absolutely freezing up there, I just know it! So I may not be able to post for a few days due to frostbite or something, I'm really dreading going out to watch it tonight. Sure the match is exciting, but I know I'm going to be out there in baltic (that's Belfast slang for cold) conditions which spoils things slightly for me at least.
Anyway after the match I'm then going to a local bar, club thingy to watch this relatively unknown Indie band The Antlers play. They aren't that particularly a good band but they do have this one song called I Don't Want Love that's okay and is definitely worth a search. I'm going mainly as a favour to the friend I'm going to the soccer with, well a sort of favour. He bought one ticket a few weeks ago fully anticipating he was going to have to go by himself which is pretty sad isn't it? Anyway, because I didn't want him to be lonely and because I didn't want to take a 30 minute bus ride home by myself I decided to get a ticket too so tonight's going to be totally chockablocked going to a football match then to a concert straight after. I'm still very much a concert new comer only ever going to two concerts before in my life so it's going to be an interesting one. Here's hoping I don't end up getting drunk and making a complete fool out of myself as that wouldn't be particularly good.
I'm going to go here but before I do I want to note the fact that my increased dosage of citalopram is keeping me alert and energetic in the morning which means I won't be tempted to lie in for ages like I've been in the last few months. That's a good thing, I think. Yesterday I was in a weird mood, sometimes quite happy and other times nearly horribly depressed. I think that's due to a lack of things to do yesterday. Keeping yourself busy seems to be the best way to expunge that inner chatterbox in your head filling it with horrible thoughts, it's certainly a good idea in my opinion. I also exercised and worked out yesterday for the first time since Friday so go me! Gotta run guys, have a good Wednesday and all that. Would be cool if you all told me about your concert experiences in comments, I'm curious to know. Anyway, bye guys!